Dead is the new alive.
We r talking again...
He started... on msn...
A normal convo between two student's who r looking forward for finishing the exams...
- Hey, have u studied 4 health?
- Heya... A bit.
- Is it hard?
- Nope.
- There's a lot of memorising.
- Yeah but we don't have 2 know lots of details.
- Yea...
My answers were short and cold. Probably he had some doubts for a few minutes.
In about 2 min:
- Hey for english did u fill the words on the following pages?
- I missed near half of them.
- I did even less! It was so hard, he didn't tell us 2 study that...
- Did u write the essays?
- Yes I wrote all of them.
- Then u'll get a good grade.
- May be... g2g, cya later
I was kind of shocked... Y did he want 2 talk with me? It was so obvious that he's looking for any topics to talk 'bout. N' then suddenly leaves... Or am I making things the way I'd like them 2 b? Donno...
We talked a little that evening... I was the initiator...
But again he couldn't stay long... & i've no idea 'bout the reasons...
"I'd better study now, see ya"
Sweet pain... He makes me feel it over and over again...
We never talk at school... never...
Though I cought him several times staring at me or while I wasn't noticing this. Whenever I look in his eyes - he hides them...
Weird... Now it seems like I don't know Ben at all...
He started... on msn...
A normal convo between two student's who r looking forward for finishing the exams...
- Hey, have u studied 4 health?
- Heya... A bit.
- Is it hard?
- Nope.
- There's a lot of memorising.
- Yeah but we don't have 2 know lots of details.
- Yea...
My answers were short and cold. Probably he had some doubts for a few minutes.
In about 2 min:
- Hey for english did u fill the words on the following pages?
- I missed near half of them.
- I did even less! It was so hard, he didn't tell us 2 study that...
- Did u write the essays?
- Yes I wrote all of them.
- Then u'll get a good grade.
- May be... g2g, cya later
I was kind of shocked... Y did he want 2 talk with me? It was so obvious that he's looking for any topics to talk 'bout. N' then suddenly leaves... Or am I making things the way I'd like them 2 b? Donno...
We talked a little that evening... I was the initiator...
But again he couldn't stay long... & i've no idea 'bout the reasons...
"I'd better study now, see ya"
Sweet pain... He makes me feel it over and over again...
We never talk at school... never...
Though I cought him several times staring at me or while I wasn't noticing this. Whenever I look in his eyes - he hides them...
Weird... Now it seems like I don't know Ben at all...
