Dead is the new alive.
Bless The Child



"I was born amidst the purple waterfalls.

I was weak, yet not unblessed.

Dead to the world. Alive for the journey.

One night I dreamt a white rose withering,

a newborn drowning a lifetime loneliness.

I dreamt all my future. Relived my past.

And witnessed the beauty of the beast"



Where have all the feelings gone?

Why has all the laughter ceased?



Why am I loved only when I'm gone?

Gone back in time to bless the child

Think of me long enough to make a memory

Come bless the child one more time



How can I ever feel again?

Given the chance would I return?



I've never felt so alone in my life

As I drank from a cup which was counting my time

There's a poison drop in this cup of Man

To drink it is to follow the left hand path



"Where have all the feelings gone?

Why is the deadliest sin - to love as I loved you?

Now unblessed, homesick in time,

soon to be freed from care, from human pain.

My tale is the most bitter truth:

Time pays us but with earth & dust, and a dark, silent grave.

Remember, my child: Without innocence the cross is only iron,

hope is only an illusion & Ocean Soul's nothing but a name...



The Child bless thee & keep thee forever"



End Of All Hope

It is the end of all hope

To lose the child, the faith

To end all the innocence

To be someone like me

This is the birth of all hope

To have what I once had

This life unforgiven

It will end with a birth



No will to wake for this morn

To see another black rose born

Deathbed is slowly covered with snow



Angels, they fell first but I'm still here

Alone as they are drawing near

In heaven my masterpiece will finally be sung



Wounded is the deer that leaps highest

And my wound it cuts so deep

Turn off the light and let me pull the plug



Mandylion without a face

Deathwish without a prayer

End of hope

End of love

End of time

The rest is silence





Current music: Nighwish

Current mood: I hope for somethin'...